God will find a way

      I learned a couple of new things about myself in the past long two weeks. I understand God is love and you have to love who God has made you and what you've been through because it has in fact molded you to the person you are suppose to be but there are some weaknesses i have that really starting to irritate me. People always wondering oh why do i have drama, why does this happen to me? Quick to blame someone else instead of taking responsibility for our own actions. We are in the situation we are in because we refuse to let go and see what God is trying to tell us we refuse to change the little things about ourselves that keep constantly holding us back to our full potential. So we learn the hard way and that's exactly what i did I learned the hard way. I tend to let my kindness and forgiving heart get the best of me. I put my family in a situation that they really shouldn't have been put in, I let people get in the middle of my relationship which almost led us to destruction. Thank God i have a good man and he has a good woman as well and we may bicker and fight over the smallest things but when the chips are down we hold each other down, ready to fight the world back to back. lol I consider us like a Bonnie & Clyde  . . .with what we have been through in the past three month I don't even know if most people would have stuck by each other like we have.
  I have too kind of heart yeaa I know it sounds good but it really isn't im too gullible and let people take advantage of me sometimes. So from here forth Im going to start fighting for what I really care about regardless of what others think. .they'd rather me be with a man that has abused me. What people want that for you that claim they care about you. If im happy they are not well that's just too dang bad. I am doing what Mar wants to do and what I feel is right. Im done letting people and myslef get in the way of my blessings.




TO BE CONTINUED. . . 




beautifully shattered